I couldn’t believe what I saw
I couldn’t comprehend what I read
I couldn’t decipher what I witnessed
I couldn’t estimate what I needed to do.
I wouldn’t trust
I wouldn’t understand
I wouldn’t construe
I wouldn’t assess (my next move)
Absolute system shutdown.
I wouldn’t or I couldn’t? I can’t be bothered. It’s all over.
This was how I felt after completing my last task at work. I was disappointed with what I found and my mind didn’t seem to want to work. It just collapsed and went dormant. I guess when exhaustion sets in, our bodies automatically activate their own protection scheme, no?